It looks like the only time I ever write on here is because I’m feeling sad. Today is a different kind of sad. Yesterday, I was sad and heartbroken about a family member passing away..
Although I am still feeling sad about that.. I feel sad about what I am doing with my life.
If things just aren’t working out why do we keep holding on to it? I don’t understand. Yes I know it’s not good. But when it’s good, it’s the best feeling ever. People say to hold on to life and love because it gets better, I even say that myself, but sometimes.. Just loving someone or something isn’t enough.
I wish I can have a sign about where my life should turn right now. Yes I know. I should make my own path, my own decisions, because I want to right? But sometimes.. I’m just tired of making a choice that makes me feel the way I do. So if someone knows which way I am suppose to go, please let me know where I would be happy most.
The road to the left? The road to the right? Or the off dirt road to no mans land? I just want to be happy.